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FUTURE
Yeah i did badly on my O'levels.. and they gave me places for ITC, but i didn't enrolled for it. Second
chance was, my fren asked me to follow him to take private diploma, but ain't got no money for the fees.. So went to some
private school to retake. BIG MISTAKE, cert got cockup and it wasn't combined cert. can't even go to ITC now shit man.. if
only i enrolled for ITC, i would have graduate by now.. haix..
CAREER
i got a job as a cybercafe assistant cum service crew for an arcade store. been working for them for 2 plus
years. Everything was so perfect until i got transferred to jurong branch due to the closing down of branches. The management
is like shit and all the workers there are racist. They look down on other staff who are from other branches. The supervisor
always sabotage my roster and purposely change it last min. There's this moment when i was really not in a good mood.. he
scold me vulgar for nothing, i gave him a punch on the cheeks, lost my temper can't control haix.. he went straight to the
manager and complain. I got terminated immediately. FUCK!!! now i'm jobless heh..
*not anymore wink wink~!!~*
DARK SIDE
i got interested in the dark side.. the unexpected and unexplain.. so i join a cult.. we would always
be out during the nite for our rituals and stuff.. they made me kill a life kitten.. i can't believe i was heartless that
time.. guess i was posess by the demon. -DUE TO A CERTAIN EXTEND, I HAVE TO CENSOR PART OF IT. IF U WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEN,
U CAN ALWAYS ASK ME- now i've turn over a new leaf, and relax.. i know it is stupid and way out of my own religion but curiosity
really can make u go crazy. well, me still can sense some of the things even though i'm out of the cult.. maybe the after
effects or something.. spooky....
MISCHIEVE
When i was young, being daring is the "BIG" thing. my fren once dare me to shoplift this batteries in the
NTUC fairprice, and i manage to do that easily. Stupid isn't it? from then onwards.. whenever we need batteries , i will help
to shoplift it while my frens take cover. Like 5 times or more... finally i was caught red handed damn.. but luckily they
gave me a warning coz' i was still young at that time.. i felt so ashame and regret doing that.
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Ok, i runaway from home recently, yeah i know this is stupid.. bad timing too, no money to spare, and its
a rainy season. Gotta find shelter everytime. Make me gone paranoid, i keep walking aimlessly round and round like a beggar..
thank god my frens kept giving me moral support, if not for them.. think i'll go nuts and went straight to woodbridge. No
use bringing hp around.. batt low can't charge crap~! but thanx again to my frens who offered to help me.. this so call "ordeal
" lasted only for 1 week.. haix, below my expectation of at least one month. Finally decide to go home, my feet swollen due
to wet socks and shoes.. blister and all.. suffering myself heh..
LOVE
this one is really stupid.. all my fault! i blow the chance!! it all started between a hatred for this girl,
in a band, she's a drum major.. very boyish, and i hate her that time.. as if everyone doesn't. One particular band practise..
i had to give my form letter to her.. she shouted, "oii how many times must i remind u to bring form letter! tmr u better
bring hor or u'll be punish.." and i replied in a sian and sarcastic way, "yes sayaaaaaaaaang~!!~" i think she got stunned
or something lol coz' i said that very loud in front of all the members. From then onwards, the band members will tease us,
and she'll be like blush and shy shy haha cute.. things started to change.. she became nice and lenient.. close to me..
ok i confess, i'm starting to like her too. I've been looking foward to every single band practise just to get close with
her. Then our band farewell party... first time i saw her in a dress, SHE"S SHOO PRETTY~! *expected her to be in her regular t-shirt
and jeans*that event.. there's a slow dance.. some of the guys including me hide one corner so that we won't be dancing lol
*hate dancing* but she somehow found me in my hiding place and pull me by the hand to the center of the dance floor.. i was
so embarass, we'r the only one there by then!! i ran away from her... stupid isn't it? i shouldn't have ran! to think back
about it.. i felt sorry for her.. she must be very upset. after that event.. my frens ask me to join them for dinner, she
wanted to follow all of a sudden instead of going with her normal gang. Think i wasn't sure what she mean that time.. or what
she wants.. Well, things started to be usual until i graduate from the school... we gone to separate ways..chances
of meeeting her around my neighbourhood is very high coz' she stays a block off mine. i met her under my voiddeck and
we chatted... she suddenly blurted out, "guess what, someone finally like me liao in school u know..." what does she mean
by FINALLY?!? she's trying to indirectly sent a mesage to me.. i knew it.. i should have confess to her long time ago... now
when i try to contact her, she won't reply.. wasted really wasted....
*ok i was an asssssssshole wahaha dunno anything bout love in
sec school :x*
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